As promised...
Before I was a MomBefore I was a mom
I made and ate hot meals.
I had unstained clothing.
I had quiet conversations on the phone.
Before I was a mom
I slept as late as I wanted
And never worried about how late
I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.
Before I was a mom
I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys.
or forgot the words to lullabies.
Before I was a mom
I didnt worry whether or not my
plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a mom
I had never been pooped on
Spit up on
Chewed on
Peed on
Or pinched by tiny fingers.
Before I was a mom
I had complete control of myself;
My thoughts
My body

And my mind.
I slept all night.
Before I was a mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't
want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million tiny pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew something so small could affect
my life so much.
I never knew I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a mom.
Before I was a mom
I didn't know the feeling of having my
heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel

to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between
a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important.
Before I was a mom
I had never gotten up in the middle of
the night, every ten minutes to make
sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth.
The joy
The love,
The heartache,
The wonderfulment
Or the satisfaction of being a mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so
much before I was a mom.
(Author unknown)